isnt this How you feEl as welL as Poor old me

Have you Ever had that feeling that gut wretchning feeling that somethings amiss you dont Like it you dont quite know what it is or who it involves even why youre feeling like this you just have this feeling that there is Probably no definitely something wrong somewhere like youre Missing something some kind of point surE you tell yourself maybe its something you ate or drank or what you didnt consume or maybe youre just plain NOt feeling well but deep down inside no matter how much you try to lie to yourself however much you Try to hIde it you know there is soMEthing wrong and it irks you that you dont know what it is you know nothing about it other than the fact that its there wellcome to my world i know that there are millions upon millions of thingS that arE out there i know Nothing about them i Dont even know enough to Seperate the things from stuff im just left with this gaping hole in my stomach leaving a pit thats bottomless sending my head reeling in sich a dizzying fashiOn i close my eyes and tell Myself everyone feels this way becausE it is the same with all the others but there is no ONE like me there is no one like you were all unique So how does anyone truly know how we feel How is it that the words i have used just now which are the words i have heard frOm another yet also describe how i feel and possibly how you yourself feel at times its because we arent a peRfect race we settle for second best we forsake our own abiliTy our own words because theirs are dOiNg just fine or would iT be more appropriate to say that their words sound more pretty when coming out of theIr mouth so Much more so than when thEy come out of our own mouths that we enjoy the simple ambiance that their voice alone supplies    PLEASE